About a month ago I went in to have my routine annual
mammogram. A few days later I opened my results and was surprised to read that
they wanted me to go back in for a follow up. I quickly called my OBGYN’s
office to find out what they knew. The nurse, who has known me for years, called
me back. She told me that I had a small nodule in my left breast, more center
and under the nipple. I was shocked, but instead of thinking the worst or
obsessing and reading everything I could find on the internet, I just waited
until the following week for my follow-up appointment. Believe me, this was
really hard to do, but I did it.
My insurance covers the first mammogram as prevention,
probably because I’m over 40. However, the insurance wasn’t as generous for a
second mammogram or an ultrasound.
Honestly, when I made the second appointment money was the
furthest thing from my mind. All I was thinking about was getting that second check
and finding out if I had a malignant “nodule.”
I went in and the lady checking me in let me know that I was
responsible for my co-pay of $500+. I told her that I didn’t come prepared to
pay that amount. She called someone and handed me the phone. The woman on the
other end asked me how much I could pay.
"I can pay a hundred, but that’s all,” I replied.
“Can you pay two hundred?” she asked.
She told me that they would make an exception this time but
to be aware that I would owe the balance. I told her I understood.
I paid my $100 and went on with the mammogram and the
ultrasound. The great news is that it was a benign lump and that I didn’t need
a biopsy. I just need to follow up in six months.
I was relieved. Thank goodness it wasn’t cancer. Thank
goodness I didn’t need more procedures. I don’t think I would have been able to
afford it if I had.
Today I received an additional bill for $141 from the
radiologist. Lovely. Add that to the $400+ balance I still owe.
Yes, I have insurance, provided my employer, but I still
have a deductible and co-pays. Plus, I opted for the less
expensive insurance because in general we don’t get sick often. I only needed the insurance for check-up, vaccines and of course, God forbid, an emergency or unexpected illness. Surprise!
I have been very fortunate to have insurance my
entire adult life. I remember a time when I paid the co-pay of a few hundred
dollars to go in to the hospital to have my first baby fourteen years ago. After she was
born I received a refund in the mail because my insurance had covered all the
In just fourteen years healthcare has become so expensive
that it’s made it virtually impossible for that same scenario. Both healthcare
and pharmaceuticals have skyrocketed and the people paying the price for the
increase are us, the consumers.
So what if I had needed additional care and I didn’t have
the money to cover it? I know I would have had the care anyway, but I can’t
help but wonder how I would have paid for it. Forget the fear of death, people can't afford to get cancer.
Another incident happened recently that was also a reminder of
these rising costs. I’m allergic to shellfish. I have a pretty life-threatening
reaction if I come in contact to shellfish. I consider that a matter of life or
death. As I’ve gotten older I’ve found that I’m even more sensitive and I know
it’s important that I carry an epi-pen in case of an emergency.
I noticed that my epi-pen had expired so I made an
appointment with my allergist, thinking that my co-pay would be the same as the
co-pay for my OBGYN or any other specialists. Wrong. The co-pay was $120 for my allergist. $120 to see a
doctor who has to prescribe me a medication that keeps me alive in case of an
I couldn’t wait to see how much the epi-pen was going to
cost. When I called the pharmacy to check on my co-pay before going in to pick
it up the pharmacist told me it would cost me $500. I almost fell out of my
chair. It turned out that she didn’t have my insurance information entered
correctly so my cost wasn’t really $500, but that is the cost for someone who
doesn’t have insurance. My cost was $40 but then the doctor’s office gave me a
pharmaceutical company card and my cost was $0.
When I went to pick up my epi-pen I asked the pharmacist
what people do if they have no insurance. She said they either don’t have one
or they keep the same one well after it expires. This is what we have come to.
That made me so sad for people with nut, seafood, bee, and
all other allergies. That means that there are probably thousands of people
walking around out there without an epi-pen because they can’t afford to have
one. I could barely afford the $120 co-pay at the doctor to just get the
This is why we need health care reform and I’m not just
talking about insurance for everyone. That’s great too. I mean the part that
says, “Decrease the cost of health
care.” Until we reform and regulate how much hospitals, doctors and pharmacy
companies are charging we won’t get anywhere because healthcare costs will
continue to increase and so will insurance deductibles and co-pays.
I received two
epi-pens in my pack and it made me think about how I will probably never use
the second one. I wish that I could find a way to donate the extra pen back to
my allergist or to a public clinic to give to someone who needs it and can’t
afford it. That’s an idea worth exploring.